Sunday, August 28, 2011

It's. About. To. Go. Down.

An earthquake and a hurricane in the same week here in Sin City…End Times never looked so bush league.

I couldn’t sleep all weekend. Both Saturday and Sunday I didn’t get to sleep until 7 am.  Sitting up that early I got to thinking about all that’s gone on in the last six months, hell I got to thinking about all the days I’ve lived in New York.  Did I give this town fresh hell or am I tucking tail after getting smacked around by car? I think mostly I realized, I don’t give a shit about money and prestige in the way that NY and its inhabitants give a shit about money and prestige. I want to get better at living, a trained monkey can make six figures and hire and fire. In this town, everything is fine until it isn’t. You’re one paycheck, one wreckless driver, and one psychotic boss away from death, doom, and destruction.

Friday was 6 months to the day that I got hit and left for dead. Friday also happened to be my last day at the job I’ve had for the last six years. I think leaving has been long over due. In a little more than a month I am going to say goodbye to my girl, and this town.  I’ll be in Europe for two months, and then I am moving back home to Texas. I don’t know how to feel about that, except that the familiar is necessary right now. Simultaneous to that need for familiarity is the need for something absolutely counter to what I’ve known my entire life.  I’ve always fantasized about a bucolic country life – farming, picking fruit, writing shitty poems about the mating rituals of cows, but now I’m imminently about to make that happen.  Once I’ve landed in Europe I will be alternating between the great cities of Europe and its glorious hinterlands. I’m still fumbling my way through and WWOOFing., but I will relying on these two organizations to help me really travel as opposed to being a feckless American tourist. I suppose that is just a frame of mind, but let’s not kid a kidder it’s super easy to end up hanging with Americans  if one isn’t vigilant.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Don't get it twisted people. Youth don't act up unless they are sick of your horseshit.

I doubt people are clamoring to make their way to this site. YET. But in the mean time. Check it. Spread it.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

This Town


So much is imminently about to change in my life. I'm moving out of NYC, travelling in Europe for few months, and then....and then I don't know. I am applying to an alternative teaching certification program in Texas, just like I did here. Hopefully this time I won't get smacked around by a fucking car before the interview.

I will say though, that for once I am not scared. Well, not scared like I was in my 20s. This isn't a question of proving one's self. I've done that. This is about going out and getting up to whatever in the fuck I feel like getting up to. This is about putting a heavy emphasis on the quality of one's life. And let me tell you something, for all the wining, dining, and shopping...NYC still smells like dead swamp ass when the heat rolls through. 

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

A good day


So part of what has made this job I have had for the last 6 years so amazing, is madness like this. I had to cover for a colleague, and since I had no idea what to do with them with regard to their curriculum I took them to Union Square and had them ask at least 10 questions of the vendors. I specified vendors, but I should have said anyone out that day. This guy was especially cool about participating in their education. Other vendors were just d bags that happened to be organic farmers. I need to buy more memory for this new fangled camera of mine. Straight NIKON!

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